вторник, 21 октября 2008 г.

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Back at Uni properly now, and working on two films, the sagas of each I shall recount to you now.

Film one
is about... I donapos;t actually know what itapos;s about. It started as a story about a neurotic old woman believing that the world is coming to an end (inspired by the whole apos;War of the Worldsapos; radio broadcast thing), went via a road movie and a realtime thing, and ended up, in its latest form, as a tale about a jaded stepsister looking for her outcast stepbrother for some hedonistic thrills at the end of the world. Saying that, the way Group One is going... It could be about anything by now, as theyapos;ve had a few hours to do their usual trick and change everything. Main problem with Group One is the director; he seems to have decided that cynicism and a sardonic streak a mile long somehow makes him winsome and endearing and so lounges, bored and incommunicative, through production meetings before launching into a tirade about what he doesnapos;t like while failing to offer any solutions as to how we could make the film something he does like. He claims to hate people and have no interest in interpersonal dynamics or working with actors and yet is still dead set on directing... Hmm. I should probably thank him, though, for aiding my personal development as a Producer by sparking the revelation that sometimes you have to be a right bitch to make sure that the job gets done... Because itapos;s your job to be the one who can come out with statements like "Thatapos;s all very well, Director, but we canapos;t go up infront of the commissioning board and say "We donapos;t have a film, but we do have a list of things Mr. Director doesnapos;t likeapos;. So what weapos;re going to do is let the writer write what ever the hell it is moves her to write and make that, because if you keep tearing her down every production meeting weapos;re going to end up with no script, and you will either get behind the project and offer constructive criticism or I shall find another Director whoapos;s at least semi professional about all of this"... Not that that helps much as then he starts crying and saying "Well, fire me then, thatapos;s what you all want" and everyone feels shitty for daring to question him and paints me as the villain for coming out with the hard truths, but hey, sometimes you have to be the bad guy...

Film two is set in the future and centres on a world where religious extremism has continued to develop and atheist anarchists have emerged wishing to just end all religions, where our hero, in order to escape his segregated ghetto and be reuinted with his wife who is of a different faith, breaks into the church where he was married and steals a crucifix... Not the best plan when anti-religious protestors are tearing said church down. This group has been a joy to work with - barring the fact that our soundman has upped and left, wanting an easy ride through the year where he can just be someoneapos;s assistant rather than shoulder responsibility... He doesnapos;t want to be here, but is settling for riding out the year as easily as possible so he can keep nipping back to his girlfriend in Prague. Which is fair enough.

Both films are being presented to another development committee today, so fingers crossed that goes well.

My main problem at the moment is, predictably, being a film maker in a time of economic crisis. Iapos;m a little broke, to say the least (I have �1.40 to do me until my wages come in and am currently feeling like a shitty girlfriend for sponging off He-we-shall-call-Mal until then...) and professional funding is a little hard to come by unless you can prove youapos;ve secured money elsewhere... Plus the University has shafted us somewhat by insisting on a 10 minute short when most funding bodies want something 24 minutes or longer... Ho-hum.

In other news, Mal and I are living together officially - it will be 2 months November 1st.

Cinema stuff...
- Both Tropic Thunder and Pineapple Express are hillarious, Tropic Thunder especially as itapos;s a razor sharp satire on how film works which manages to be genuinely side-splittingly funny and on-point at the same time.

- Mutant Chronicles is shit, but amusing shit. You can tell the writer and production designers wish they were doing 40k, and can make a drinking game out of "suicide by grenade".

- Mirrors was surprisingly good.

- I am grateful to Games Workshop for improving many shit films; Mal and I have discovered that you can relate pretty much anything to 40k and thus render something awful hugely amusing as youapos;re prodding each other and making stupid references <3

Fandom Stuff
Am 3 episodes in to�BSG Season 4, and somewhat disappointed thus far.

More thoughts on that, though, when Iapos;m not dashing off to�a commissioning meeting...

Wish me luck
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воскресенье, 19 октября 2008 г.

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1998 vs 2008
1) How old were you?
Then: 18
Now: 28

2) What was your online presence?
Weapos;d just gotten the internet, and Iapos;d discovered the free-form roleplaying chat site The Green Dragon through a friend who sent me the link at school.

3) Where did you work?
Then: I was babysitting some kids, mom didnapos;t want us having real jobs :/
Now: Working for Genesys (still, three years is the longest Iapos;ve ever worked at a single job)

4) Where did you live?
Then: The parentapos;s house
Now: Renting the master bedroom in an over-priced house with Mattapos;s brother, Karen, and three other people.

5) Who did you live with?
Then: Mom, Dad, two sisters, one brother
Now: Matt, plus aforementioned people. God we need to move.

6) How was your health?
Then: Underweight
Now: Normal weight, but need to exercise.

7) Pets?
Then: Dog and cat, Spice and Artemis
Now: Two cats, Sparkles and Momo

8) Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend/partner/spouse/S.O.?
Then: Did not have one
Now: Matt

9) Who were your friends?
Then: Jenny x2 and Cassandra. They were nice girls, but we were all in the outcast crowd ^^;
Now: Mila, Icy, Shavonne, Karen <3

10) Any kids? Any plans for kids?
Then: Wanted them eventually
Now: Would like to start on that family thing soon

11) What was your worst struggle?
Then: Depression - though I had no idea what was wrong with me at the time
Now: Finances - I have a shopping problem. Iapos;ve curbed it significantly, but every now and then it rears its ugly head

12) What was your biggest joy?
Then: reading
Now: spooning with matt in the morning before I have to get up and go to work

13) What did you consider your greatest accomplishment?
Then: painting, because I sucked at it.
Now: face-ups. Because painting on such a smaller canvas is soooooo much easier (sarrrrcasm)

14) What advice would you give your younger self?
Ask dad how to use fucking auto-cad, or a nice camera

15) What would your younger self say to you?
Iapos;d ask why, which would result in a long conversation. Because Iapos;m fucking stubborn.

16) Looking back, is your life in 2008 what you thought it would be in 1998?
No, probably not, but in 1998, I really didnapos;t know what I wanted out of life.

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суббота, 18 октября 2008 г.

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I rarely use the term "lol", however:

Iapos;ve been sent a few old photos from when I was a nipper, Beebe was looking through them with me and there was one of my youngest sister Tyler, the conversation went:

Beebe : "Whoapos;s that mummy?"
Me: "Thatapos;s your Aunty Tyler when she was a little girl"
Beebe: "Oh"
Me: "I think Aunty Tyler looks like Mirabelle"
Beebe: "FAT"

Quite.

She is now unzipping my cardigan because she "likes it down, Iapos;m a cheeky little monkey getting into your boobies". Sheapos;s now shouting down at my boobs and laughing.

Mental. Honestly.


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пятница, 17 октября 2008 г.

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I need to put this down before this gets buried in my head....

first day high : )

2nd period, iapos;ve got a couple of sneaky kids who refuses to understand district AUP policy of music/video streaming, was asking them to log off when they got automatically logged out.� i got blamed for snitching and doing it even when i was evidently standing far away from my workstation. Of course i was assuming that the ICT did it cause that was how it� worked with our previous ICT (I love you Ms. Noska).� wrote her a letter of thanks, she dropped by telling me that sheapos;s got nothing to do with it and she doesnapos;t have the network access... Tandan dan dan......

around 330ish, i was going to get printouts from ms. Kimapos;s room when I "saw" someone get in my room... If you know my kiddos, thatapos;s cause for alarm specialy since itapos;s after school, i immediately went in to check who it was... Noone was there.... Tandan dan dan.....


t ste was checking papers, her iphone on a desk beside her when she saw it move... And itapos;s not on vibrate..... Tandan dan dan.....

iapos;m still awake at 1:00 am, what the heck is wrong with me?� I still need to turn in a grade and iapos;m blogging instead... Tsk tsk

hello there... The angel from my nightmare.....



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Two people in our life have known about us. Today I was up and I asked a friend we were with if they had ever thought we were hard to be with because are changable. They said "No, Iapos;m used to it. I wondered how many of you are in there but just never said anything to you because I wasnapos;t sure you were OK talking about it."� Iapos;m really curious now how many people have already noticed us, but are just to polite to say so. Some of us are scared thinking we are to obvious and vulnerable. I�am just bemused, and think I will watch outsiders closely now even when someone else is pilot to see if they seem to know.� Very odd.

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chapter 1 : kairi -

is it possible to fall in love wif sumone dat lives in such a different world than you? of course it is silly :D but .. Ima give chu proof too ^^ ;;
a girl wif a heart of gold always wearing a smile crosses ur path and sees�a young boy�wif a sad expression. She seems rly bright and beautiful wif long flowing brunette hair. "wats wrong" she asks. Then�da boy�replied "im lost. D: " and she goes.. "aww. D: dont worry. Ill be here for you :] and ill stay wif you til ur parents come and find you. They must be worried by nao xD�" da young boy started wimpering .. "but.. Wat if they dont want me? D: wat if they forgotten about me." da girls smile started to get softer but still a strong smile.. "dont think like dat. I kno dat theres no such things as a parent dat doesnt want his or her kid. Cuz.. Their kids are more special to them than all da riches in da world." da boy looked into da girls deep blue eyes.. Da girl replys�"dont worry. Ill be wif you until you no longer need me xD " ...
-flashback ovr -
she woke up wif da same surprise as she did da other nights. "woah.. It was dat dream again.. O.o"
-turns narration to first person "kairi aka main character/heroine :D"-
hai. My name is kairi. And ive been getting these strange dreams lately..
ive been seeing myself as a younger person always helping these boys find their way.
but sumhow it feels like evry dream is trying to tell me sumthing...
OMG I GOTTA GET TO SKOOL I DONT WANNA BE LATER FER MY FIRST DAY D:

p.s. Yes ive noticed ive been having "narration problems" i was planning to make this story completely third peson limited until i realized i didnt kno how to start da story . -.- ;; so ima be switching narration around from character to character. And plx forgive my noobiness wif evrything i write :3 - bubblesx3
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четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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I want to be mad. Really, really mad. I want to be insane with rage. I want to kick asses and crack skulls. But hey, surprise, surprise. Iapos;m internalizing this. One more mark to the internal apos;I suckapos; count. Because this is my fault. Like I should have known better. Like I should be more than human and be devoid of emotion. Can I go back to the apos;please, someone, lobotomize meapos; thing? I know a little more of the brain now, I know a little better which parts should go. I could draw a picture for someone to go on. I can even supply a rock and a stick as tools.

Iapos;m mad at myself more than anything. And, granted, thereapos;s no way I could have known. There were no signs, no clues, not even an vague inclination. I hear so often how apos;awesomeapos; I am. Iapos;m so awesome. But how can I be both irresistable and repellant? Always second best. Perhaps I just set myself up for this. Iapos;m too nice. I know it. I should do something about it, but I donapos;t. I probably wont for a good long time. I let people get away with things they shouldnapos;t. Why? Because I donapos;t like conflict. Iapos;m a fucking coward. Iapos;d rather keep the peace then speak up for myself on even the teeniest, tiniest, most insignifigant things. Even if the benefit of speaking up far outweights the consequence, I wont do it. I put up and shut up. Itapos;s what I do. Iapos;m a glutton for punishment, and I should just learn to like it.

I guess Iapos;m just supposed to be okay with this? Like, apos;okay, Iapos;ll put aside any shred of dignity or self to stroke your ego. Itapos;s so totally fine that you completely and utterly mislead me from the moment we met. Itapos;s fine. Totally fine. Iapos;m fine. Can I get you a chilled beverage?apos;

Fucking shit. Everyone and everything blows.










There. I got angry and I donapos;t like it. Asshole. Or assholes? I donapos;t know, but I feel I should be pissed at parties involved. ...And I am.

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